mon project d'art dramatique: me voila un tite fille:
i've always wanted to know what my daddy thinks.
how can he leave us alone?
me. my mom.
he left only a month ago
but everynight. i can't close my eyes
afraid that if i do i will see him.
not just him.
him during war.
i'm only a little girl.
i don't know what it's like.
but my imagination brings me to places
i never wanna go to.
i'm scared that he won't be back
that he will stay there forever.
mom promised me he would come back
but i think she is scared too
she wants him here.
she doesn't sleep either.
what makes her even more sad is when he calls.
she doesn't let me talk to him
she sends me to my room.
she cries for hours after being on the phone with him
and i dont know how to make her feel better
i wonder what they talk about.
i wish he didn't call
maybe then my mom wouldn't cry.
he is going to be gone for 6 months.
we will have to get use to living without him
does that mean we will forget him?
maybe it would be easier that way..
i wonder why he does that.
leave us alone just to go to war.
don't we mean more to him?
today i learned a new word.
to die.
alina's hamster, Nemo, he died.
i didn't know what it meant at first.
so. i asked mom.
she said it means going to another world.
sleeping forever
she said it can happen through many ways.
sometimes you can get really really hurt and die!!
What if that happens to daddy while he is gone
then i won't see him again.
maybe there will be a funeral for him like for Nemo!!
then i will have to live alone with mom.
Mom would be so sad, i hope that doesn't happen
i send him some stuff.
i can't write like mom does
so i draw.
do you wanna see the picture i drew for him?
this is me and daddy at the park!
we were playing one day!
i hope it makes him feel better!
do you like it kitty?
to mommy. since she is here i give her hugs!!
it makes her smile.
sometimes we have play days with kids that also have their daddys
gone. to war
most of them are only babies. they dont no anything!
there is also George.
george says he wants to go with his daddy to war.
he takes out his gun and starts shooting everyone.
good thing its just fake gun!!
boys!!!
i wish i could be like george, happy for my dad
thing is i miss him!!
i wonder if daddy misses me
do you think so kitty?
this isn't the first time he left
but i was only a baby the first time
so i don't remember it
i just know cuz mom told me
i don't know where is gone
or what he is doing?
all i know is he is gone to war
and mom wont tell me what that is
she says it's not for little girls!
when i'm older i wont ever leave my kids.
especially not for war!!
but for now i have to live without daddy.
till he comes back.
then the story can start all over again when he leaves
once again for war!
night kitty
